home doesn't feel like home anymore, neither do the places i'm with my friends.. people say 'home is where your heart is', but what if i don't know where that is? what if i don't even have a heart? 'cause that's how it feels right now. i've never been this lost.. and i have no clue of when i'm gonna find myself again.. i know, floating is kind of cool. but the drowning that's coming up is starting to freak me out :(