bad actors with bad habits

i want a lover i don't have to love, i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk.

where is the kid with the chemicals? i got a hunger and i can't seem to get full.
i need some meaning i can memorize, the kind i have always seem to slip my mind..

you write such pretty words.. but life's no storybook. love's an excuse to get hurt.. - and to hurt.

- do you like to hurt?

- i do, i do.

- then hurt me..