maybe i should let the distance between us drown what's inside of me like an angry wave in the middle of the ocean because.. maybe it really doesn't have a point. i mean, where am i gonna get if i keep pushing this? forget it. i just did. i can't say it feels great... after all, every cell in my body is telling me not to do it, to give time some patience. but i guess i was never good at waiting. actually, i'm just not as good as you. you keep waiting, i don't. that's life. see you later, alligator.